Saturday, January 21, 2012

New Meds cont'd

Sleeping was not good, both last night and the night before.

I was supposed to attend the group at the CSC but there was no way I was going out to battle with the weather and transit toget to a meeting lasting an hour on very little sleep. Everything hurt!

My day yesterday was ok'ish once I woke up (read, once I thawed out) and that was around 6 pm. My blood sugar is all over the map, eating, not eating, none of it seems to affect the wonky results. I hate that since it makes me feel icky.

Last night was worse sleep wise. I slept for maybe 3 hours and that was interrupted a lot. Pain, pain and more pain. Everything hurts.

I took my first 50 mg of the new med...desipramine before going to bed last night. It's now 1530 hrs, my head feels like it wants to implode, every joint is screaming, muscles are not happy either, back is killing me. I feel disconnected from my body. I hope these pass quickly. I can't seem to keep any coherent thoughts going.

I'll update as the days go by, hopefully with improvements. I'm dreading the next couple of days as the amitriptylene wears off and the replacement meds are slowly building up. Judging by today, it's not going to be fun at all.

I'm struggling to get any crocheting done, brain doesn't want to focus on anything.

Just looked up the side effects on wiki... not good and kind of scary :( At least there's no family history of sudden death from a heart attack. My father died of diabetic induced angina and he wasn't following his diet or taking the right meds... Definitely nothing doing with cocaine. I'm not happy about the increased risk of breast cancer since my sister died from complications because of breast cancer and it runs in the family.

I'm thinking that I will have to bring this up when I meet with my dr in 2 weeks. It could be that the wiki article is outdated.

To quote the article on wiki...

Desipramine (Norpramin, Pertofane) is a tricyclic antidepressant (TCA). It inhibits the reuptake of norepinephrine and to a lesser extent serotonin. It is used to treat depression, but not considered a first line treatment since the introduction of SSRI antidepressants. Desipramine is an active metabolite of imipramine.
Along with other tricyclics, desipramine has found use in treating neuropathic pain. The mechanism of action seems to involve the activation, through norepinephrine reuptake inhibition, of descending pathways in the spinal cord that block pain signals from ascending to the brain. Desipramine is one of the most potent and selective medications in this respect. It may also be used to treat symptoms of Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, as the underproduction of norepinephrine has been increasingly linked to symptoms associated with Attention Deficit Disorder. It may also be used to treat symptoms of cocaine withdrawal.
Cardiac arrhythmia
On December 2, 2009, the US Food and Drug Administration (FDA) and Sanofi-Aventis are warning healthcare professionals to use caution when prescribing the antidepressant desipramine hydrochloride (Norpramin) in patients with a family history of dysrhythmias or sudden cardiac death.
"The new safety information states that extreme caution should be used when this drug is given to patients who have a family history of sudden death, cardiac dysrhythmias, and cardiac conduction disturbances," according to an alert sent today from MedWatch, the FDA's safety information and adverse event reporting program.
The FDA and the manufacturer also warn that some patients may have seizures before cardiac dysrhythmias and death. Desipramine overdose is more likely to result in death than overdose with other tricyclic antidepressants, notes a company letter sent to healthcare professionals.[1]
The "warnings" and "overdosage" sections of the drug's labeling are being changed to reflect these potential adverse events.

Genotoxicity

Desipramine has been shown to be genotoxic in fruit flies and associated with an increased risk of breast cancer in women.

And this is from another site:

Get emergency medical help if you have any of these signs of an allergic reaction: hives; difficulty breathing; swelling of your face, lips, tongue, or throat.
Call your doctor at once if you have any new or worsening symptoms such as: mood or behavior changes, anxiety, panic attacks, trouble sleeping, or if you feel impulsive, irritable, agitated, hostile, aggressive, restless, hyperactive (mentally or physically), more depressed, or have thoughts about suicide or hurting yourself.
Call your doctor at once if you have any of these serious side effects:
  • fast, pounding, or uneven heart rate;
  • seizure (convulsions);
  • chest pain or heavy feeling, pain spreading to the arm or shoulder, nausea, general ill feeling;
  • sudden numbness or weakness, especially on one side of the body;
  • sudden headache, problems with vision, speech, or balance;
  • easy bruising or bleeding, unusual weakness;
  • tremors, restless muscle movements in your eyes, tongue, jaw, or neck;
  • very stiff (rigid) muscles, high fever, sweating, confusion, tremors, feeling like you might pass out;
  • urinating less than usual or not at all;
  • extreme thirst with headache, nausea, vomiting, and weakness;
  • skin rash, severe tingling or numbness, pain and muscle weakness; or
  • nausea, stomach pain, low fever, loss of appetite, dark urine, clay-colored stools, jaundice (yellowing of the skin or eyes).
Less serious side effects may include:
  • vomiting, constipation;
  • dry mouth, unpleasant taste;
  • weakness, lack of coordination;
  • feeling anxious, restless, dizzy, or drowsy;
  • sleep problems (insomnia), nightmares;
  • blurred vision, trouble concentrating, headache, ringing in your ears;
  • breast swelling (in men or women); or
  • decreased sex drive, impotence, or difficulty having an orgasm.
This is not a complete list of side effects and others may occur. Call your doctor for medical advice about side effects.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Thursday, appointment - new meds

Met up with the counsellor on Tuesday. She seems to be nice and it looks like she's not the preaching kind. I have no patience for those! I know what's wrong with me, I just need help finding solutions to fix what's wrong with me.
I'm looking forward to next week's appointment!
In the meantime, I will be attending the women's group that meets up every friday in the morning over crochet and knitting. I'll see how that works out. Also this weather is not the most encouraging for going out.

Today I had my doctor's appointment.
I'm going on a new med. He's taking me off the Gabapentin as he also noticed I looked puffy.
So now I have to stop taking my beloved amitriptylenes and switch to a second generation in the same family as the amis.
And to hopefully bypass the side effects, he wants me to start on 50 mg instead of the 150 I'm taking now.
This all means that I will not be a happy camper for the next week or so until the new meds have kicked in.
After 3 days, I'm to move up to 100 mg and depending on how effective that is, if it's enough I'll stay at 100 mg if not, I go up to 150 mg. I hope that I don't go downhill too fast. I don't look forward to being in more pain until the new meds kick in. But if they work as well as the amis without the nasty side effects...

He's also given me a letter for transportation which should get me a bus pass! considering the various places I have to go over the month, a bus pass will be welcome.
I think I've almost spent that same amount of money over the last month and a half going to  various appointments! and that was before the counsellor!

Blood pressure is ok, 113 over 79. could be a whole lot worse!

I'll try and log the next few days and track any changes or side effects as I do not want Angelzilla to come out and play!

Today's weather was not fun. Slogging through blowing snow, wind whipping at my face, very frustrating and painful to get around using the city transit system. Wish we could afford a car.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Monday morning blegh!

This is one of several mornings now that I wake up feeling nauseous. I have no clue why I feel this way, but it's rather unpleasant to start the day feeling like your stomach wants to empty itself at any moment.
Taking gravol helps, somewhat, but leaves me feeling even groggier than I feel now.
I had a horrible night's sleep. Pain woke me up repeatedly.
Hubster was pissed as usual that I did not take pain meds before going to bed. I have issues with taking pills as a preventative to pain when I don't know for sure if I will have pain! And I sure as heck don't want to become dependent on oxycodone :(
The new med trials seem to be going ok'ish.
Wondering if the nausea is a side effect for these pills....


Saturday, December 31, 2011

Update to yesterday's post

Gabapentin is still kicking my butt, but I've begun kicking back. The incredible dozyness has eased up to just a general groggy feeling of my head being filled with cotton and lead weights. No other changes so far, but it's only been 2 days since I began this treatment.

The lesions on my legs look like they've faded to me, but the hubster says they're still the same.

Lesions on lower left leg above ankle December 31, 2011
I'm still in pain. Today it's my back at about bra level.

And now, let's add insult to injury and add the comeback of the rash on my arms! Why the hell not? 

Left arm above wrist December 31, 2011


Right Arm above wrist December 31, 2011

Right Arm above wrist December 31, 2011

I found out today that the hubster is not so confident about me getting trained to calculate insulin dosages because of my problems with numbers and calculations aka dyslexia. I invited him to come along to learn  it too, but the horrified look I got quashed that in a hurry. I'm pretty sure if I write it all out, along with whatever method is used to calculate the dosage, that I can follow it for the next time. And since I'll be doing this every night, I have a feeling that I'll remember how. And if I don't, I can get the nurse to teach me again and when in doubt I can always fall back to my basic dose.

Friday, December 30, 2011

New thing

Not a clue as to what is causing this.

I noticed it last night when I went to sit on the couch to continue crocheting. There is no pain associated with the lesions. Cannot figure out what is causing these or if it's just more crap associated with fibro and neuropathy :( These are located above my ankle on the inside of the left leg. I checked my right leg at about the same level and there are only a few vaguely visible spots.

December 29, 2011

December 29, 2011
In other news, Gabapentin is kicking my ass royally.
I took my first dose last night at midnight, crawled into bed at 1 am.
Crawled out of bed at 10 am feeling like I'd been asleep for ever. Everything hurt! joints, muscles, everything! What didn't help is with all that, I was fighting to stay awake, couldn't keep my eyes open and kept dosing off. Great you would think, but not so great when your body won't allow you to lay down and reminds you that it's in pain every few minutes.
I felt like my brain was filled with fuzz and wouldn't think past the next few minutes and most of that was telling me to go to sleep. I ended up sleeping in short naps of a couple of minutes woken up by pain; head lolling on the back of the couch, not good for neck :(
I finally came out of the fuzz around 8 pm tonight. I sure as heck hope that it won't be a repeat of today when I take my next dose tonight :(

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Here we go again

Saw my doctor December 28, 2011

After some discussion and checking reactions, etc... we're now going to try Gabapentin in coordination with amitriptylenes and hoping that they will take care of the migraines and mood swings so I can eventually get off amis.
  • Blood pressure has bottomed out again. 103 over 69 yea me!
  • Blood work results:
  • my cholesterol as perfect
  • my iron is still rock bottom
  • B12 has climbed slightly
  • glucose average is a bit higher than it was .076 which considering what we've been eating without a choice has raised my blood glucose average Boo! :(
Meeting with the nurse on Tuesday to discuss averaging insulin looking a day ahead to get better tighter control of the blood sugar levels.

Pharmacy has just delivered the new meds.
I'm taking my first pill tonight.
If I have no adverse side effects after a week, I'm to increase to 2 pills per day, 1 at supper, 1 at bedtime. Depending on how sleepy they make me, otherwise I will take the 1 at supper earlier in the day. Time will tell. Just hoping that I don't turn into Angelzilla again. That wasn't fun :(

With going back on amitritylenes, I feel more tired every day, sleep badly at night, hurt more everywhere, getting jabbing pains in various areas of my body and the chest pains have come back, but not as insane as before I started on Tecta. Also means I have to be super careful of what I want to accomplish in a day, otherwise I run out of steam and then I'm done for the nest 2 days... like 2 days ago when my children came to visit and I was cooking turkey, potatoes, carrots, prepping the stuffing, etc... My daughter was helping me thank goodness, but it still wore me right out. Yesterday I was a wreck, this morning I woke up hurting so much I couldn't go back to sleep :( Hoping that I will sleep tonight with the new pill.

The cold weather is not helping in the least. I think I'm also developing a bit of a cold. Sinuses keep filling up and I've begun coughing, but not the same cough I had before I got on Tecta!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Post Christmas

Yesterday was fantastic. 

Karen and Adrian came (his plans fell through for the day)
Ken was here too for his birthday.

He brought a very special friend with him. A really lovely 3 month old shepperd mix whom he's named Bella after the last dog we owned as a family who was my very special girl. Her temperament is lovely, calm, loving and trusting. Not bad considering my son rescued her from an abusive situation. She adores him and follows him everywhere. She accepted everyone in the apartment as part of her family. 
At one point in the evening while we were eating supper perched on couch, poof or coffee table, she came and laid down on my feet just like my Bella did so long ago. I didn't realise just how thin the skin was over the scar that was left when Bella died until she did that. She will be a wonderful dog for Ken.

The turkey was fantastic! Everyone loved it. :)

Gifts were given all around. I had spent the past 2 days crocheting gifts for everyone. I made star washcloth/dishcloths for Ken, a hand-towel she can button onto the fridge door or wherever else she wants to put it and a star cloth as well. We gave him 10$ cash and also a tiny skull for Ken, the type that you put out a cigarette in? for his birthday. And I ended up making a baby dragon for Adrian. Thankfully everyone loved what they received.

Karen & Ken gave us 2 games and 3 dvds. 

That day wiped me out. I was exhausted by the time everyone left. But it was a good exhausted.

Mind you, I'm paying for it today! I went to my doctor's appointment to get my B12 shot and my doctor switched my meds again since the noro's dismal failure, we're going to try something different. Hope these work.